lisaSHIN's Xanga

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 07:12:11 GMT

Sometimes I wish things never happened. I wish I never graduated. I'm not prepared for college, I'm not ready to leave my friends behind, and I'm not ready to see my friends leave me as they go and make new lives without me. Sure, everyone says "Keep in touch" but it seems as though everyone says it just because it's something you say when you say goodbye and that no one ever really thinks of the meaning of it. I don't know if if I'm making any sense, but who cares.

Brenda is leaving in a few hours, and i'm stuck at home, while everyone is at shaylynn's house. It sucks how a person who's had a big impact on your life is leaving, for who knows how long. Work and stupid curfews. I somehow blame my parents for his. They have such a chokehold on my life, it sucks.

Senior summer, and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 14:52:20 GMT

Today is graduation.

Friday, June 08, 2007

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 03:00:05 GMT

It's finally good to say that I do not attend high school no longer. That I will soon be a college student! It's also pretty scary to think about too. =/

Oh well. I got my cap and gown today (which are white). I'm graduating with a 4.0 GPA. I thought I would have never had made it. I deserve one big fucking pat on the back.

Finally

Thu, 31 May 2007 18:10:56 GMT

I've been waiting forever for this.. I'm 18! I don't care how crappy life is, today is the best day in the world. I love knowing that I'm not a minor anymore. That I can get jobs that I couldn't get yesterday, or go into a casino and not get heckled buy secuirty (that might happen still, but they can't do jack because I'm an adult!)

So how am I spending my day? Just staying at home eating soup (my mom says it's what her mom did when she had a birthday) and cake of course (confetti cake yum)

Also, one more week before school is over and 11 days before I graduate. I officially can't wait,

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Sun, 27 May 2007 03:25:27 GMT

So this week has been crap

I got my wisdom teeth pulled out on tuesday. The only good thing about that was that I got a bottle of Lortab to keep me pain free. But there is a bump on the back of my gums that the surgeon was supposed to get out after he took out my wisdom teeth, and he forgot! So I have to go back and get some more surgery. Hopefully they'll give me some more Lortab. Also, I haven't been able to eat some hard foods, only jellow and applesauce. =/

Last sunday was a real pain in the ass. I was scheduled to work from 12-8, but since it was so damn crowded, I got stuck there until 11pm. And then as I was going outside to my car (which was parked on the 4th floor of the garage), I notice that everyone is standing around just waiting. Then i see some security guards guarding the parking garage and saying how no one is allowed in until they say so. UGH. Supposedly there was a bomb threat or "a suspicious looking package" and they didn't want to harm anyone. Anyway, I left at around 1:30 in the AM! ughhghaklgjae.

Wednesday I went to see shrek 3. It was a cute.

Thursday I was supposed to go to The POTC III but my paretns were gay. So I was going to go play pool instead, and my dad decided for me that it was not in my best intrestes to go. Whatever, I should be used to getting treated like a 4 year old.

Friday I worked. Same with today, but today was bad seeing as I worked with dumbasses all day today who didn't know how to do shit. And I have to do it again tomorrow. UGH,

Oh well. No school on Monday. =]

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Thu, 10 May 2007 17:29:46 GMT

I got a 300 dollar ticket. Sucks, but what can you do. =/

There's this guy in my class, I swear, I want to punch him in the face, he talks like he knows everything and he always butts into my conversations. Just 16 more school days.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 17:26:49 GMT

Nothing new has happened.

Except that I got into another accident on Tuesday. Except this time, I know who the culprit was!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 21:57:57 GMT

I HATE HYPOCRITES.

The end. =]

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 23:32:42 GMT

These past few days have been good. Friday night since pracitce was cancelled (that angered me, because then I could have gone to work!) I went to Shaylynn's house and watched open season.

Saturday we had an 8 hour practice with Jose. I'm still sore from it. =/ After practice, it was Danae's party so I had to get ready for that, and I bought her the movie Marie Antionette, which I guess she's never even heard of haha. Then came home at around..9:30 - 10. It was fun.

Friday, February 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 04:32:56 GMT

Today was a good/bad day.

The good:

It was career day at school (for SmartGrad participants anyway). We had a chance to get massages, bank accounts set up, get hair and makeup done, toothbrushes, shampoo, the works. I love career day, it's like the older version of Halloween. I got my make up done, and I set up a bank account, cause I needed one? Here we segue into the bad.

The bad:

I come and tell my mom that I signed up for a free account at Wells Fargo, and for some reason she flips out on me, demanding I write her checks for $500 and all that bullshit (car payments and insurance). I look at her like "you fucking kidding me?" She only told me I had to pay her my car payment, which is only about $220 a month, and that she'd take care of my insurance. But now since my dad hasn't been working since the year started, we have to pay for my mom's car, my dad's car, and now my car. =/ That really isn't fucking fair. I have the job and I can't can't keep my own money.

The Rant:

My dad has made minimal attempts to find a new job, saying that "I have to wait for these callbacks!" Get a clue, there isn't going to be a callback. We're pretty much dependent on my mom's salary, and mine is pretty much useless. He's a grown ass man but he can't even take care of himself. My money goes to my mom, which goes towards the bills, or to you so you can go buy your cigarettes to calm your three pack a day habit. I shouldn't be the one helping out my family, especially on a pay of $5.50/hour. Mom didn't exactly ask you to move back in with us just so you could sit on your lazy ass all day and do nothing. I got this low paying job so that I would have extra cash in my pocket, but either way, I'm broke. In the end, I'm always getting screwed over.