Sometimes I wish things never happened. I wish I never graduated. I'm not prepared for college, I'm not ready to leave my friends behind, and I'm not ready to see my friends leave me as they go and make new lives without me. Sure, everyone says "Keep in touch" but it seems as though everyone says it just because it's something you say when you say goodbye and that no one ever really thinks of the meaning of it. I don't know if if I'm making any sense, but who cares.

Brenda is leaving in a few hours, and i'm stuck at home, while everyone is at shaylynn's house. It sucks how a person who's had a big impact on your life is leaving, for who knows how long. Work and stupid curfews. I somehow blame my parents for his. They have such a chokehold on my life, it sucks.

Senior summer, and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.

Currently Listening First Impressions of Earth By The Strokes see related

It's finally good to say that I do not attend high school no longer. That I will soon be a college student! It's also pretty scary to think about too. =/

Oh well. I got my cap and gown today (which are white). I'm graduating with a 4.0 GPA. I thought I would have never had made it. I deserve one big fucking pat on the back.

Currently Listening North By Something Corporate see related

Finally

I've been waiting forever for this.. I'm 18! I don't care how crappy life is, today is the best day in the world.  I love knowing that I'm not a minor anymore. That I can get jobs that I couldn't get yesterday, or go into a casino and not get heckled buy secuirty (that might happen still, but they can't do jack because I'm an adult!)

So how am I spending my day? Just staying at home eating soup (my mom says it's what her mom did when she had a birthday) and cake of course (confetti cake yum)

Also, one more week before school is over and 11 days before I graduate. I officially can't wait,

Currently Listening It Won't Be Soon Before Long By Maroon 5 see related

So this week has been crap

I got my wisdom teeth pulled out on tuesday. The only good thing about that was that I got a bottle of Lortab to keep me pain free. But there is a bump on the back of my gums that the surgeon was supposed to get out after he took out my wisdom teeth, and he forgot! So I have to go back and get some more surgery. Hopefully they'll give me some more Lortab. Also, I haven't been able to eat some hard foods, only jellow and applesauce. =/

Last sunday was a real pain in the ass. I was scheduled to work from 12-8, but since it was so damn crowded, I got stuck there until 11pm. And then as I was going outside to my car  (which was parked on the 4th floor of the garage), I notice that everyone is standing around just waiting. Then i see some security guards guarding the parking garage and saying how no one is allowed in until they say so. UGH.  Supposedly there was a bomb threat or "a suspicious looking package" and they didn't want to harm anyone. Anyway, I left at around 1:30 in the AM! ughhghaklgjae.

Wednesday I went to see shrek 3. It was a cute.

Thursday I was supposed to go to The POTC III but my paretns were gay. So I was going to go play pool instead, and my dad decided for me that it was not in my best intrestes to go. Whatever, I should be used to getting treated like a 4 year old.

Friday I worked. Same with today, but today was bad seeing as I worked with dumbasses all day today who didn't know how to do shit. And I have to do it again tomorrow. UGH,

Oh well. No school on Monday. =]